Well....i have not been on in a while so thought today would be a perfect way to break myself back in
....haha well remember below i explained about the new love interest and how i thought i may fall for him?? I did and boyyyyy was that a mistake
...If you look up arrogant in the dictionary you'll find a small thumbnail of him ..yehh..sure..hes hott...but i have never met such a person!! 
I'll start by describing him. The main word to define him is 'Stoner', who thinks hes all about punkrock
, but in my opinion he defies the punkrock ideals, about indiviuality and being yourself! He is racist,sexist and against gays. I mean gays are who they are, they are individual and they break the mould, punks should condone people who break the mould, not slate them for being different! Anyway back to Russell, he thinks being in a relationship means you can go to bars, chat up girls, leave with their numbers and meet up with them without telling your current girlfriend!... Thats what he did to me 
and then when i confronted him he made me feel as if it was my fault. What makes things worse is that i was told by my ex boyfriend, who i know secretly found alot of happiness from my misfortune...Im seriously wondering whether i will ever find happiness
xXx
2007-02-07 @ 08:08