Its official, I know i always say it but this time im serious 
I am never goin to touch alcohol again! Friday night was a disaster for me! Recently i've been finding alcohol the easiest way to make me forget about all my problems! I feel as if it just blanks my mind and for those few hours noone can hurt me emotionally! However on Friday i took it to the extremes, I got so drunk i blacked out, and cannot remember a thing except throwing up quite a few times
After being informed of the things i said and did i felt completely ashamed of myself! And also thankful that i had people around that would help instead of taking advantage of the state i was in! That is why i have made myself the promise of not drinking again! Maybe when i am slightly older i'll try my luck, but hopefully by then i will have learnt my boundries!
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