Its official, I know i always say it but this time im serious 
I am never goin to touch alcohol again! Friday night was a disaster for me! Recently i've been finding alcohol the easiest way to make me forget about all my problems! I feel as if it just blanks my mind and for those few hours noone can hurt me emotionally! However on Friday i took it to the extremes, I got so drunk i blacked out, and cannot remember a thing except throwing up quite a few times
After being informed of the things i said and did i felt completely ashamed of myself! And also thankful that i had people around that would help instead of taking advantage of the state i was in! That is why i have made myself the promise of not drinking again! Maybe when i am slightly older i'll try my luck, but hopefully by then i will have learnt my boundries!
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treeman22
Oh i assure you doing one thing when you are drink is ok but the effect is multiplied when you ve done it in front of your manager like I have done in the past.Complete disaster and utter shock and disapproval!!!Naturally i reached to the same conclusion and the same resolution: NO MORE ALCOHOOOL. And as a matter of fact i DID cut on the units of alcohol I drink and its difficult but you ve got to be IN CONTROL .Just promise yourself and if you dont live up to your promises then you would have betrayed yourself and thats really horrible.